I never thought

I never thought that this day would come that all he want was to be with me. That he would need me, as much as I need him before. But where's the love? I can't really see it in my heart. It came to the point that all I want is to help him and not to LOVE him. I just want him to be happy and I want it not to come from me. After a while I did visit their house because of my computers problem and it's quite amazing that still his family knows me. LOL.. hehehehe.. After 3 years everything seems to rush back. The things that I want to happen and the day that I was wishing all the time whenever I see a falling star..(to be with him).. hahai.. but he's not the one I have been wishing for.. these day's. I just want us now to be friends. Just like before he broke my heart 3 years ago. I don't know why people tend to tell me that by my actions it tells that I'm still so inlove with him. But it's not it's just the idea that I was there because I'm his friend... wala ko nagdumot niya after all these years. Were still friends pero di najud pwede ang lovers.. hahaha!! ka lol ba wui.. ala jud ko ga expect bah.. hahaha!! People mostly say.. almost all my friends.. BASIN KAMO JOD? hahahaha!! unsa? daw.. hehehe.. I want him to be happy. hahai!!! lako kabalo why people dili kah understand sa akoh nah di najud koh makigbalik niya.. they insist nah inlove japon koh niya.. naa daw sa ako lihok? so kung ingon ana parehas man ko dinal-an sa ako 2 kah ex? so inlove ko nila gahpon pareho? hahahahaha!! ka lol jud wui.. ai!!dre nalang taman!! till next tym.. hahaha!!