♥ Memoirs ♥

This movie seems so old but it's our family's favorite movie. We used to watch this and wait till Xmas eve. Hahaha.. Remembering those moments with my family being complete really makes me sad. This is our first Christmas without him. We used to laugh all the times even when there were no mush food in the table. Now this Christmas were planning to sleep. LOL.. hahai!!! We really miss him so much. I know mom's feeling the same way as much as I do. But we cannot do a thing but just stare at his picture on our altar and remember those memories we spent together. My dad is a happy man, no vices and the most responsible man of all.  I'm so proud of him and all knows that. He is a man of honor,  and he becomes my idol. I wish i could be able to meet a man like him. Hahai., back to the movie. He loves this one even balik2 nah gani.. makig lalis jud, taga Xmas mao jud neh iya lantawon.. hehehe.. Pero ala nah ni karun kai watching this movie seems makes us all cry. It's Xmas and I want my family to be happy. Dad miss you so much... And thank you for all the things you have done to me. I may not be able to show you how much I appreciate you when you were still alive, I hope that you were able to see me now, the way you want me to be. I'm sorry dad, for always disappointing you when you are still alive. Kahinumdom pako last bday nako nah naa kah.. You cried kai you want me to change but still nothing happens. Maybe it's too late now for me to recognized my wrongs, i hope that you could forgive me., I know it's too late now to be good, coz there's no you now. But I'll promise to take good care of our family. To treasure the moments with mamang and my siblings. I won't waste much time on spending it with no worthy stuff. I love you pang.. I know it's too late now to make things to keep you smiling. But I know somehow you're now proud of me.