As Long as your heart is at PEACE

I know that being away will always not be easy for me and for my family but I also know that someday they would understand what point I have on my decision today. Last month my friend told me that she was to go abroad that's why she quit her job being a nurse at our Provincial Hospital. She work there for almost 2 years. She was at my age and she graduated as BSBN. I never know what comes to her mind that she quit and sacrifices her job just to go abroad. For me a work abroad is not my priority but that was my second option when I need to have a job. I have a job now and this does not have the foundation I need to assure my families needs. I have a 4th year college brother taking up Accounting and I wanted him to finish his studies. Next sem he would be on his 5th year and last year in college. He's almost there and I know during this last year in college there will be more expenses that the last years. He would be on his OJT this summer and I need to do something for him just to survive. I have a younger sister who graduated as a Social Work but she doesn't have a job for now. She is waiting for the hiring of the 4P's a project of our government where Social Workers is needed to be the guide. My mother is a sewer she suffers back pains and she has some allergies because of our small livestock farm.. Char! hahahaha.. We have Pigs and Chickens in our old house. We grow and care for them for emergency reasons at least when emergency happens we have something to sell and earn. Anyway my father also have a Pension every month and that also helps us a lot.

There are many reason's why I decided to grab the opportunity abroad. I will be assigned in Jordan being a DH, I think this job is really good I do not choose any job as long as it is clean literally (You know what I mean). I also want to earn for my future house.. On this way I can manage to help my mother and my brother to finish his studies as well as I can earn money for my future errands. I want a simple home and a car.. :) be ready for my future family. This 2 years contract would be a great help. After 2 years I will come back and find a real job here in our City. I just want to live and have a simple life. I want to have my own house before I get married. I fine job here in the city will work after my 2 years contract. I know god will guide me trough all this.. Dreams do come true right? hehehehe..

It breaks my heart to go but I know that I'm doing the right thing. For now I am waiting for my ticket for Manila and be bound for Jordan after I finish my medical and got my Visa done. I'm really excited of everything and a bit lonely because I will really miss everything here. But It's God's will for me to be on this stage and he know reserves everything and have something good for my arrival after 2 years. I always trust God for everything! :) :) I know he wont leave me because I always believe in him.. :)

Love Lots.. ROSE.. :)